Heartcry

Jesus,
Savior,
Heavenly Father,
You are good.
You are sovereign.
You are faithful
You are more than my limited human mind
could ever hope to comprehend.
You are everlasting.
You are merciful.
You are just.
You are here.
You are everything I don't deserve.
Your timing is perfect.
Your love is unfailing.
Words do you no justice.
Creation falls speechless at your feet
with even the slightest hint of your glory.
Thank you.
I know you're bigger than this.
I know you're at work in this.
I can't see it sometimes,
but I'll never stop looking.
I feel like I'm as broken as I'll get.
I'm scared.
I'm tired.
I'm weary.
I feel like I'm drowning.
I don't understand it.
But I want this to bring you glory.
Be my joy.
Be my hope.
Give me the strength to endure this.
My life is but a vapor.
This season, even less.
It's so small to you,
but so big to me.
I can't do this alone.
I'm nothing without you.
Please don't let me give up.
I can't see the end of this,
but you do.
Please help me trust that.
I love you.
I need you.
Please come for me.
Amen